Hi!
i like writing and even though i'm little bit far from productive, i actually got a lot to share! but... ok, so my advice is, beat the laziness! it is a very inviting comfort zone but it stabs your back by losing all the opportunities you shall have.
and yeah out of touch with this blog doesn't mean i'm being unproductive creating artworks. i got a lot pic to share while i'm gone actually but its not on my laptop. So you may check them on my instagram here! http://instagram.com/ahdindun
and about creating artworks, i'm little bit not really contented with what i'm doing. not that it was not good enough or stuff, i still appreciate when my artworks turned messed up. it's about the feeling that i don't really have along me doing the artwork in progress. maybe thats because i have high expectation imagining artist should have a very deep intimacy on what they're creating and my self is not yet reaching that level. i don't know if many who says theirselves as artists still feel the same way. but one thing is sure is, there's something i need to fix in me. maybe the way i look at something. I have to less the judges over something else and accept everything for what it really is. Everything is beautiful and no one sees it until you can pull back your eyes into its natural view to see the essence, out of society's label. art is not about a good technic, good shading, good proportion and stuff. They are all little bit goes to nothing if you don't have the feeling and intimacy with it. omg that line is good enough representing life, isnt it? :p
and i dont actually think my artworks recently are useless then, the good thing is, even tho it was not watery of abundance sensation or feeling, my artwork could giving me reflection on what's need to be done in myself. you know, everything surround you is a mirror if you want to listen and look closer.
so yeah this post is probably a random talking, i'm just letting my finger free typing on keyboard.
and by the way do people still read blog nowadays? nevermind tho, it might want to set my mindset little bit to write more with intention of self-free, self-expression and stuff instead of self-impressing by expecting a lot on readers.
it is little bit hard tho, when you're raised up by society to do the things because you need to impress people surround you. our lives become a dread hell, because you sell who you really are for something sooo fucking babies. compliment, good impression, opinion on you. even some of artist having this in a very big proportion in their life. a very high ego and pride. what art actually is? i do think it has big connection with spirituality, so when you're raising your human ego through art, you need to think more what you actually create. i dont know who says this : that we're all just baby living in adults body haha! it has two meaning that opposites eachother actually whatever. you interpret it yourself.
i love this quote so much : "The things you wish others would see in you is what your Soul is dying for you to see in yourself." -Mastin Kipp
so why can't we just go back into purity? genuineness? do something because we want to do that all our hearts, not because you want to show or to prove to someone who's not actually giving fuck as much as you think he/she is. we're attached to hell that we create so much already in this world so its little bit hard to slowly get away from it. but better off moving for an inch slowly than staying burned unconsciously there. i'm still tightly attached to it, i admit.
you know who am i impressed much about this is? about happiness, freedom, and other life essence? One that surprisingly get me most into the sense of this, being teachers of this, is Pippy Longstocking. a kiddo and an imaginary person! but whats so different? i love this kid so much. you can search the animated version of pippi on youtube, which was inspired by the novel written by Astrid Lindgren. or you just go read the novel. it is actually referred to children, but that's the pointttt! children hold so much purity we need to learn from them!
I also love kung fu panda, spongebob, and mr. bean.
and now i'm confused what's to tittle about this post haha!
Alright and i dont know if anybody is going to read this but i'm enjoying my self babbling this much actually hehe!
Cheers!
Ahdini.
i like writing and even though i'm little bit far from productive, i actually got a lot to share! but... ok, so my advice is, beat the laziness! it is a very inviting comfort zone but it stabs your back by losing all the opportunities you shall have.
and yeah out of touch with this blog doesn't mean i'm being unproductive creating artworks. i got a lot pic to share while i'm gone actually but its not on my laptop. So you may check them on my instagram here! http://instagram.com/ahdindun
and about creating artworks, i'm little bit not really contented with what i'm doing. not that it was not good enough or stuff, i still appreciate when my artworks turned messed up. it's about the feeling that i don't really have along me doing the artwork in progress. maybe thats because i have high expectation imagining artist should have a very deep intimacy on what they're creating and my self is not yet reaching that level. i don't know if many who says theirselves as artists still feel the same way. but one thing is sure is, there's something i need to fix in me. maybe the way i look at something. I have to less the judges over something else and accept everything for what it really is. Everything is beautiful and no one sees it until you can pull back your eyes into its natural view to see the essence, out of society's label. art is not about a good technic, good shading, good proportion and stuff. They are all little bit goes to nothing if you don't have the feeling and intimacy with it. omg that line is good enough representing life, isnt it? :p
and i dont actually think my artworks recently are useless then, the good thing is, even tho it was not watery of abundance sensation or feeling, my artwork could giving me reflection on what's need to be done in myself. you know, everything surround you is a mirror if you want to listen and look closer.
so yeah this post is probably a random talking, i'm just letting my finger free typing on keyboard.
and by the way do people still read blog nowadays? nevermind tho, it might want to set my mindset little bit to write more with intention of self-free, self-expression and stuff instead of self-impressing by expecting a lot on readers.
it is little bit hard tho, when you're raised up by society to do the things because you need to impress people surround you. our lives become a dread hell, because you sell who you really are for something sooo fucking babies. compliment, good impression, opinion on you. even some of artist having this in a very big proportion in their life. a very high ego and pride. what art actually is? i do think it has big connection with spirituality, so when you're raising your human ego through art, you need to think more what you actually create. i dont know who says this : that we're all just baby living in adults body haha! it has two meaning that opposites eachother actually whatever. you interpret it yourself.
i love this quote so much : "The things you wish others would see in you is what your Soul is dying for you to see in yourself." -Mastin Kipp
so why can't we just go back into purity? genuineness? do something because we want to do that all our hearts, not because you want to show or to prove to someone who's not actually giving fuck as much as you think he/she is. we're attached to hell that we create so much already in this world so its little bit hard to slowly get away from it. but better off moving for an inch slowly than staying burned unconsciously there. i'm still tightly attached to it, i admit.
you know who am i impressed much about this is? about happiness, freedom, and other life essence? One that surprisingly get me most into the sense of this, being teachers of this, is Pippy Longstocking. a kiddo and an imaginary person! but whats so different? i love this kid so much. you can search the animated version of pippi on youtube, which was inspired by the novel written by Astrid Lindgren. or you just go read the novel. it is actually referred to children, but that's the pointttt! children hold so much purity we need to learn from them!
I also love kung fu panda, spongebob, and mr. bean.
and now i'm confused what's to tittle about this post haha!
Alright and i dont know if anybody is going to read this but i'm enjoying my self babbling this much actually hehe!
Cheers!
Ahdini.
Though being just a plain citizen, I guess inner-reconnaissance of free-floating thoughts, is just part of life. Especially if artists are involved. You of course will ultimately arrive at a conclusion ( which probably will be the start of a new voyage of the mind :) ).
ReplyDeleteAs for Pippi Långstrump ( Pippi Langkous is the title in Dutch), it was at the top of the list of books educating my young children in the late sixties and early seventies. Just great and revolutionary stuff at the time :).
thanks for the comment, even it always get me twice or third time reads until i'm understand enough to reply! haha yea sorry for my english then.
Deleteyeah that books worth spreading around the world!