Crumpling My Finger

My holiday was an half day being anxious. I felt pulled into the comfort zone of not doing anything but at the same time i knew it was not a right thing, i got to do lots of things. Big event and news will come ahead, so the preparation needs to get more into details. (I'm on the last year of high school) Life would become much much more tough and i got to get my self up to its level! (More is better) 

it's time to be persistent.

I am now on my attempt to get into my highest productivity as good as possible. To write, draw, whatever. Often I serve my self with a blank paper, Grabbing a tool in my hand I challenge my self to do something. I had no idea at all. The starting point usually went awkward, but as i went on the idea rushing over along the way, which I never expected. It is now quite addictive to know what's all buried down inside, what diamond would coming up on the surface, which we never know before.

Last night i got stroke by sudden brief idea to make something. I had bought 10 artcarton paper. I knew it would be useful for my project which was not a clear vision yet. So I decided to open it up on my desk, then went on with sewing thread and rose. The ideas of the objects just came along.

Soon i got busy with my finger.

hahaha the ending says it all!

I went on.

Be the beauty you want to love

Be the beauty you want to love

Be the beauty you want to love

Be the beauty you want to love

Be the beauty you want to love.

have a nice day.

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Be One with Nature (Another abstract)

wow I love this week, because it is a week of holiday for all the highschool in Indonesia. but most of all, i could do all  my hobbies in peace and it got me so productive. I've written 4 posts (this post is counted) for this blog and 2 for other blog in this week, I'm creating art like crazy, watching movies, reading books and so on. (have i mentioned homework?)

so i made another painting yesterday. another abstract. you probably still wonder the style of my artwork because you find many kind of medium and style scattered here on my blog hehe. i dont focus in only one stream. my artwork is not forever abstract or forever portrait or doodle because  i'm a kind of moody and i love to make something new that attracts me. that's why you'll find many different things here. or that's probably because i still on my way to find the best for me. it's not a big deal though, as i do enjoy what i'm working on.

lately abstract has its turn to entice me. It is a very good way to experiment things. I can fully muster all my feelings into the canvas by abstract. often the ideas come as the progress is going like a painting i did yesterday. i had no idea what would it be. but as i kept my hand moving, the idea suddenly came up like a whoooosh

as i'd stung by concrete idea, the soul gathered in one and pour its self through the brushes.

here is the painting i made yesterday and little step of how did it go

still didn't know what was it going to be

final result : 

BE ONE WITH NATURE 

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Let Spontaneous Leads You

I was very baffled by the choices of books were displayed along the shelves. it was like.. God, they're so tempting, if only i could buy 10 of them. but NO!, yelled my money. so i came to the conclusion that i had to wisely pick 3 of them and it takes such long time to make it. and finally i could bring three to the cashier and I'm so glad that i've picked it right because now i have a book titled "kreatif sampai mati" by Wahyu Aditya (creative until die/forever creative) that gave me bunches of inspirations.

it said that being creative is a choice. it is not a gift like what most of people say, it is nor forever connected with art. you can involve creativity in everything that you're doing. and it is not mingled in blood since born, it's about how often you involve it, how often you practice it. So erase thought that says "I'm not supposed to do this kind of things, i'm not creative" because everyone have chance to make their self become creative. it's just about do you want to grow it or not.

it was interesting when it came to a page that talks about "spontaneous." yes i often keeping my hand still just by thinking "what to draw? what would it means? it sounds interesting but i wanna make something different..." something like that. it's not important. and worse, it sometime ended me putting back all my drawing tool and let the blank paper stay blank. keeping the abstract ideas in my head stay abstract, resulting no concretion.

now i have to believe that as I keep making one, the intuition will lead me. so, there should be no worries about lacking stock of ideas and just move your hand.

i started to wipe away all the unimportant thoughts when I'm about to create something. i wanna let my hands know the feels of freedom. i won't let my passion's trapped inside.

so this is what i worked at as I started my sunday morning.

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Inside

a little random thought.

been working for lots of things lately, some i do enjoy and some others i do not. frown and complain to my own self sort of a lot. was even about to complain the teachers givin bunch of homework in this post but i stop. no matter how much words written here that full of complain, the amount of homework won't reduce anyway.

was playing around on photoshop by clicking randomly, suddenly an inspiration crossed through.

we can't change the outsiders to create our happy life. we'll never able to! fix some mindsets and perspectives of our own, and we'll see life full of beauty. 

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